A lifetime of lies
I always have doubts
Of true affection
Of my own self worth
Abandoned and unwanted I have ached
Abused and undone I have agonized
I learned early that words can only be that
Actions cry out loudly of a truth.
Blood does not run as deep as thought.
The source behind what you do reveal the proof
Please be there
In everything you do or say
I am listening…
I am watching…
Aching and Agonizing.
Carrie Lin Jones Mar 22 2017