A lifetime of lies

I always have doubts

Of true affection

Of my own self worth

Abandoned and unwanted I have ached

Abused and undone I have agonized

I learned early that words can only be that

Actions cry out loudly of a truth.

Blood does not run as deep as thought.

The source behind what you do reveal the proof

Please be there

In everything you do or say

I am listening…

I am watching…

Aching and Agonizing.

Carrie Lin Jones Mar 22 2017